Well, I'm not really sure how I did yesterday on food! It is 3:45 in the morning, and Ava is wide awake...so this horrific day seems to have no end! We just had a really bad day. Horrible, wendy day that blew down part of our fence. Plus John and I were not getting along so well.
I don't think I snacked terribly, but I do know that I ate two pieces of carrot cake and 2 or 3 cookies with our parents after lunch when I really wasn't even hungry. Then John and I went to a friend's party that I felt very uncomfortable at and I ate a piece of cake that I really didn't even want or was that crazy about. Then John and I went to Quizno's . I really wasn't hungry, but I ordered a regular instead of a small sandwich (I did only eat 1/2 of it) and a cup of soup. Why do I eat when my body isn't telling me too? So frustrated with myself! I even drank real DP at Quizno's instead of diet drink! Lots of empty calories there!
My clothes don't fit. I am so sick of looking and feeling this way! But I guess not sick enough to do something about it. Why? Why do I continue on this cycle? I feel like I am getting a cold and we have a crazy day ahead of us today. I am staying home from church because Noah is sick. He is still running fever and doesn't feel well. So me and the kids will stay home since John has to play.
Maybe today will be a good day for not eating since I really don't feel well. Today, I am going to concentrate on eating only if I am hungry and drinking lots of fluids!
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